tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4829279604058798034.post1001312584170911622..comments2023-05-01T05:00:17.066-07:00Comments on ashley blair doyle: An October Post In December: After Cancer Anxiety & PTSDashleyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13537925034991767149noreply@blogger.comBlogger3125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4829279604058798034.post-11228156159770381642013-12-30T10:20:10.859-08:002013-12-30T10:20:10.859-08:00Big heavy thing for sure. And how are you doing no...Big heavy thing for sure. And how are you doing now? Is that EMDR helping at all? I have rescue remedy at home, and give it a shot when my nerves get rolling, though apparently I'm meant to take it more often. <br /><br />It's a big thing to put this all out there, so go for you Ashley. I'm sorry you have to struggle with the anxiety garbage. And I hope those little moments of not thinking about cancer become longer and longer. One breathe at a time, eh.Catherinehttp://www.facingcancer.canoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4829279604058798034.post-91182258923996980562013-12-30T03:07:16.145-08:002013-12-30T03:07:16.145-08:00absolutely what matters is that you're trying!...absolutely what matters is that you're trying! man I feel you on the mornings they are the worst! I am having such a hard time to get over it all and just move on and start the day. egh. I can't wait to finish treatment i hope things will be better by then. I think don't do drugs well either. i hate to not feel like myself anymore. that is even worse than anxiety. to better times ahead! Cielhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15300663613530232897noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4829279604058798034.post-51290640461584122562013-12-29T19:57:52.009-08:002013-12-29T19:57:52.009-08:00Ashley, this is a beautifully written post with so...Ashley, this is a beautifully written post with so much anguish and pain inside. I understand what you are going through, all of it, not just the cancer shit, but also the depression and the drug reactions. I know my words won't mean much, but all I would like to impart on you is that considering what you are having to face, especially as such a young, vibrant young woman, you are doing amazingly well. <br /><br />I have cancer at 47, I cannot imagine being 20 years younger and getting it. You have and continue to be an inspiration to everyone, not just in how you have managed your disease and treatment, but also in how you have stepped up to help other young cancer patients.<br /><br />It is a lot, a lot for a healthy person to handle, never mind someone who is struggling to survive. <br /><br />You go girl. Take care of yourself. Realize, as you did, that certain things don't work for you, and continue to be the master of your own destiny.<br /><br />You have so many amazing years ahead of you. Soon, and I don't mean within the next few years, but soon, like maybe when you are in your mid thirties and you've had your lovely baby, then you will forget that you are a cancer patient, a victim of something so awful and terrible, but hallelujah, a survivor now. Someone who has come through it all. <br /><br />Until then, take every day as it comes and if it comes at you sad and shitty, well, then shit that sucks, but you are strong and you will get through it.<br /><br />Hugs as always,<br />MichelleAnonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/05734730638158205050noreply@blogger.com